Wow...yeah, it's been quite a while since I've written anything in here, but I do what I can. Michael and I are married now. We have been married for seven months and 1 week. We were married a month after he returned from the middle east...we were married on March 15th, 2004. We've been learning alot about each other since he's been back. We starting to get familiar with each others habits and what not. Most of all though, we've learned that we really do love each other more every day since we've met. In May, we bought a house together. It's a 2 story split level. There are 4 bedrooms, 1.5 bathrooms, a kitchen, dining room, and den/living room area. We have a huge backyard with a nice deck and an above ground pool.
I found out in July what I was pregnant. Unfortunately, on August 13th we had the sad news that I miscarried. I was six weeks along when the doctor confirmed the miscarriage. Lately, I've been dealing with it a little better, but when we first found out, I was a mess. The dr. told me that there was nothing wrong with me or Michael, but that the chromosomes were mismatched and the body terminated the pregnancy before any serious complications could have occurred. Michael and I have the same blood type so that was not a factor either. I found that educating myself about the pregnancy process has aided me in recovering from our early loss. Michael has an anatomy book that I was reading through and it proved very helpful and comforting. We will try again, but we will have fun in the process.

ANyway, that's the news for now...hopefully I'll be back on here sooner than last time.
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These are my eyes and ears. | Let's push things forward !
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I've taken a turn in the world of another...it wasn't a wrong turn, rather, a turn that has changed my life forever. Sweet...very sweet.
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"The giants wept a thunder that scattered across the skies. Was this all she was good for?"
"Spiritually, the only difference between dying and healing is the energy to resist."
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I've taken a turn in the world of another...it wasn't a wrong turn, rather, a turn that has changed my life forever. Sweet...very sweet.
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
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Don't shrink your dreams to fit inside the box... Expand the box to fit your dreams.
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"So until we meet again, I am thinking of you always; I love you; I wish you were here... in my arms." - Lestat
I want to wish you all the best with you and your boyfriend!!
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Make visible what, without you, might perhaps never have been seen.
Your support is highly appreciated...
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Past Daily Deviations:Demon Storm, Amethyst Star
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